Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 1:21 AM
whats going on lately..
results sucks i tell you..dont even have the guts to tell my mommy..shit..stupid..but seriously i barely open a book and study..so i guess i got what i deserve..ughh...fcuk laaa..life sucks..it does! trust me..unless you own a perfect lover, trustworthy friends, then i think you're havin a btr life than i do.holidays are coming..only 2 days away..honestly, im not really looking forward to these holidays..it'll be boringgggg..plus my mommy just wouldn't let me hang out with my friends..well, i think this is the main problem..but i dont blame her laa..heard her names a few times, saw her once..i really need to let go..i've been liking her fo like almost 6 months now..and look at me!what am i?!a loser..total failure..fizzer..i suck..and i mean this..i cant even handle a simple minor thing..damn it'..frustrated these days..nothing can cure me..keep on hearing her name..'xx' here 'xx' there..as you can see, she's FAMOUS.she's just like a magnet you know..im not joking.i've been dreaming bout her lately..dream bout how close we are, how friendly she is..and idk whether its true or not..idk her so..what hurts me the most is that she said she dk me..i mean..maybe but..wi wen told me that..wi wen asked her in march i think..i know its been long but what if she still doesnt know who i am?i seriously need to just let go..暗恋someone just makes you suffer..btw..thanks jolene,ee wei,mak chan chan,yu-jyne,shuang yun for making me laugh today..they are the best people in this small little planet..:))all i need is to relax and laugh..thanks guys..*hugsssstupidfcukinbitchassholesiaothickfacesunrespectfulidiotliardonkeyform1s..
